Don't feel like studying the whole day. I can't even pay attention when teachers teaching in front of the class.

I don't even bear to listen to them. This is the first time I felt this way.

Maybe I was hoping that most of my test paper will be return to us so my study mood was gone.
The only paper I got back is bm which I did badly. Seriously, I'm not satisfied with the marks I got. But I couldn't do anything because It's my own fault that I get these marks.

Weirdo weirdo weirdo. weirdo me!!

When I got back my question paper, I can answered it correctly but in my test paper I wrote another answer. What's wrong with me, huh?!

How can I get 0 marks for my bina ayat?

I feel ashamed of myself. I can't even get one of it correct.

This has prove that my grammar is weak. Well, this I have knew it quite a long time ago.

I tried to improve it but I always do the same mistake even I knew it's wrong. Maybe I'm used with it.

How am I going to get distinction for my bm in spm?

Okay, forget about distinction. I don't think that I can even get credit for it. I guess I will failed my bm in spm.

No no no no!! I can't accept it. G9 printed in certificate for my bm.

No more future for ziin..