remember.

i knew that he wants my parents to know that both of us are couples.
i have told him that now is not the correct timing yet
this is because my mom believe in *fert yeh*
*fert yeh* told her that this year my studies luck are not good. if i want to get good result in my studies, i will have to concentrate in my studies other than in love.
i kept quiet when she told me all those.
i don't know whether is she the one who want to tell me this or *fert yeh*
i will have to said "yes, madam" to her too.

i'm still at a situation of don't know whether my parents know about him.
cause these few days my mum kept asking me about him
i felt kinda weird when she asked about him
it's not that i don't want to answer her question, it's just that she seldom asked about him
guess what she asked?
she asked me about his further studies

i can't read her mind
does this means she accept him or she wants him to leave me as soon as possible?
no idea.
i better don't think about it

last night, i have a weird dream. totally weird
that dream is about my parents have accepted him
kinda swt isn't it?
it's not that i'm not happy of it
it's just that this dream is the opposite side of the reality

POSTED BY Ziin ON Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 1:16 AM