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In the blink of an eye, we are already in the month of August
A month which will makes me feel stress and nervous
I feel nervous because that this month is the month where I will know whether will I be chosen for national service. Seriously, I'm afraid of it. I even dream that I have been chosen for national service =S
I'm afraid its not because I'm not independent enough. I can be on my own without my family but maybe I will miss them a lot include my friends and darling. The thing that I'm afraid of is that there have been a lot of negative news about national service. I don't want to get any skin problem like one of the girls get and I don't want to be torture by those coach. I don't want I don't want!!
I feel stress its because trial is around the corner. Time to prepare for battle is shrinking. I'm facing a lot of stress from my teachers. All of them are giving us plenty of homework. I know giving pressure is one of the best way to ensure students do their work and to make them prepared but sometimes too much of pressure makes things worst. My brain will get stuck if there is too much pressure on me. Teachers, parents and tuition teachers are giving me too much pressure. I always skip my nap although I feel tired just because I want to get all things done so that I could have time for revision. I am competing myself against the time. I really hope I could win in this battle.
God, bless me please *finger crossing*

POSTED BY Ziin ON Saturday, August 2, 2008 @ 2:00 PM