remember.

我真的不敢相信我们俩还可以通过电话谈天. 那感觉很想很久不见的朋友在聊天
我还以为他永远不会原谅我.
还以为我们俩是没机会做成朋友了因为我知道在一年半前,我伤了他的心.
所以这一年半，我都不敢找他因为我怕他还在生我的气.
我一直都没盼望过他会原谅我.
当我的电话响时,显示了他的名,其实当下我真的不敢接他的电话,我怕我会不小心又伤到他的心. 没想到他既然可以跟我有话有笑. 他还一直取笑我.
我看他应该没事了,我终于可以把这件事给解开了. 原来时间真的能冲淡一切.

I have dint attend to school for two days. The reason is I wanna study for my bio and chemistry. I tried all my best to study as much as I can. Even my dad said that I'm study so hard and ask me went to sleep early. Even though I have manage and plan my studies but I still can't cover most of the subjects. The problem now is I only left one more day before my exam starts and there are plenty more for me to study. I have tried my best to study for chemistry and bio but I still left 6 chapters for bio and 7 chapters for chemistry. How am I going to finished it by tmr?! 6 chapters!!

I have been thinking of giving up because I know I couldn't finished reading all the chapters but I dint want to loose to myself first. I dint want to give up because I have promise myself to fight till the end. When I'm counting how many chapters left, I started to feel stress and in the end my brain got stuck and I turn out to be unpatient. Therefore, I have promise myself to work hard in the way that I don't stress myself up so when I feel stress I will rest for awhile and when I'm tired I will went to sleep.

I will battle till the end no matter how difficult it is going to be. You can't kick me off from my spirit by doing so and I will never never never give up.
yea. this is how you are, ziin :)

POSTED BY Ziin ON Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ 8:15 AM