remember.

Do you expect that I will post a picture of me posing a peace sign with the title *first day of college after holiday :)* at the beginning of my post?
Then you're so wrong. I woke up with anxious feeling this morning.
Even though you are able to spot me happily talking with my fellow friends but I still couldn't stop thinking about my result.

When the class door opened and miss vanitha was spotted holding a stack of papers in her hand. My nervous feeling arose to the peak at that moment because that stack of papers are definitely our test paper.
She put the papers down and start calling names to collect their test paper.
As she was calling names, I was thinking *Where is my paper? Omg!! Fail for sure!!*.
Suddenly she called my name, I went up and collect my paper.
I was surprised causes I get the exact passing marks. Honestly, I was stunned at that moment.
Although to some of you, it's nothing worth to be happy with it but to me it is because I thought I will failed for it.

Followed by eald, I was nervously waiting for miss abi to enter the class.
Sadly, she enter the class without a stack of papers. Actually, I was disappointed with the absence of the stack of papers.
Instead giving out our papers, she divide us into groups for sketch which is one of our task in semester two.
Our group chose Hansel and Gratel. Hoe Wei was chosen to be the Hansel and I was chosen to be Gratel because Ash said that I have a cute look @@!!
Well. Actually I prefer Hoe Wei to be Hansel instead of the other two because I am much more closer to him compared to the others.
We have a fun discussions because we have to twist the storyline a bit. I can't stop laughing when I heard the guys ideas.
I also have to admit that the storyline was kinda obscene. Haha. Hoe Wei keep on saying that *I couldn't believe that we are actually doing this.* Hahaha. You are the one who contribute the ideas and you are now complaining about it?
Neway, I was a bit freak out since I am one of the main character in it. Gulp. Just hope that it went successful on friday (:

After eald, went to cafeteria to brought food to eat but end up I only brought milo cause I don't feel like eating.
After that, enter the class with a gulp in my throat.
As I proceed to my seat, siew may called my name and said *Go collect your paper from teacher. You are the first name to be called up.*
I was shocked by her sentences and replied her with *Wahh!! So lucky?!*
She smiled and nodded her head.
I went up and collect it. When miss su chen pass me my test paper, I saw 81% on top of it.
When I saw 81%, my eyes are shiny brightly but later on I told myself *How could you get 81% for your applics? Check properly.*
I glanced through the paper and found 45.28% below 81%. =.=" this was only the exact marks.
My mind told me that 45.28%=fail. I was quite upset but apparently I did not looked sad. Maybe my feeling are all frozen up at that moment.
I am truly regret for choosing applics but I know that there is no way back for now and I must forced myself to move on with the path I choose.

Lastly, it was biology paper.
Should I cheer up since currently I got the highest marks for my bio?
Actually I should have score higher marks for my bio but I found that the part which I loses the most marks was at scientific method @@!!
This should be the part I should score not lose?!
Guess I should have pay more attention to my scientific method in order to prevent myself from being upset in my next exam =S

Left psychology paper.
I guess I won't put too much hope on it since sieu shean only score 60+ for it.
My marks for it should be around 40-50++ but I hoped it won't be 40++ again.
One failed subject is enough for me. Don't give me another one please...
I will get an heart attack if I receive another fail.

Haihx. I am afraid with the upcoming letter about my result sending to my house.
I wonder will my mum holding a knife waiting for my return back from college after she receive the letter?
Haih~~~

POSTED BY Ziin ON Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 9:30 AM