remember.

Here come another emo post of mine.
Anyway, if you're bored with my emo post you can ignore it (:

I think the reason I being super emo is because of exam. Maybe I'm affected by Raya holiday. Seeing everyone enjoying their holiday by having fun, I wanted to join in too but I still have to face my exam..
Some of you might said *Its normal. Sometimes its good to relax once a while*. The problem is that I have let myself off the past few days and now I am feeling guilty and worry but in within I did do a little study.
Where is the feeling of *Exam!! must study!!*? Now I have to force myself to study and avoid all the distraction. The feeling is terrible..

Some of you might ask *I thought you have a strong feeling that you're going to fail then what's the point to study?*
The point is that I do not give up easily!! I know deep down in my heart, I'm not going to be like *owhh, I'm gonna fail. Study for what laa!!*. This will not happen on me.
You ask why?
This is because its just not me, as easy as that.
Even though end up I will fail all my subjects. At least I'm able to face myself cause I have put in all my efforts.

Anyway, do not need to worry about me.
My EQ level is not that low. I know how to control my emotion by suppressing it.
Some of you might say *Why am I treating myself like that? Why must I suffer?*
This is because if i don't do so, I won't study at all and then in the end I will be more emo than now I am. So to prevent it from happening, I have to take this step.
No worries. I will stay strong and tough (:

Just durable two more days of exam then you have all of fun =D

POSTED BY Ziin ON Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ 3:00 AM