Today was the first time I saw him behaving like that.

He is really angry.

Honestly, I scare when he behave in such a way..

I'm scare. I'm really afraid. I don't like the way you behave. It frighten me. I don't know what to say to comfort you from doing so..

I'm crying now. I am crying. I admit so what?!

He gave me two choices and I have to choose one of it. Its hard for me to make my decision. In the end, I lie to him by give him the *not so true choice* of mine. I don't wanna loses both choices given as both of it are important to me but up to this situation, there's nothing I could do to have both of it therefore I have to temporarily let go one of it..

I'm sorry but I hope you understand my situation..

I'm forced to make such decision and I hate it so much.

Things which I wish that it will never happen on me has happen and its happening right now...