I'm still at a freaking out mode now.

All thanks to Kar Mun!

I was relaxing myself by reading comic online. For a sudden, msn pop out and I saw a bright red sentence writing *Result its out!*. I can tell you that she really give me a heart attack. I nearly fall down from my seat, I tell you!

She ask me to check my result first as she is afraid so I went and take my yellow paper out. Then she gave me the web address. I click on the web link she gave and blankly facing the web page. I wanted to type in my username and password but then my heart was pumping like mad. I can even heard the sound of my heart beating strongly. My hands went shaking too.

I have no arrows to lead me that time. Looking at facebook web page and then I saw the word *Share*. The next moment I spamming my own status. Haih.

Finally, I told myself not to be afraid and be brave to check. Early or late its not the matter as you have to face it sooner or later. So, I take a deep breathe and key in the username and password. In front of me was two options which were curriculum council and tertiary institutions service centre, I was so lost as I don't know which to choose so I just simply click. I click on curriculum council but then I don't really knows what is it writing so I go back and click on tertiary institutions service centre then I was so terrified as I saw all my five subjects was 50++. In my mind, I was thinking *I'm so dead now. Haih. Don't need to see TER already. Sure very bad.*

The next moment when I scroll down, I saw 70.70 then I stop, wondering whether is it my TER. At that moment, I really don't know whether should I be happy or sad. After confirming with Kar Mun and that's it -my TER!

If you ask me whether am I satisfied with my result. I will answer definitely answer NO as I cannot enter the university I want..

Everyone was comforting me. I know you all being a nice friend. I really appreciate it but it just that its so close to the imu's requirement. Maybe I'm just not satisfied of being left out by the difference of 4 marks! Haih. You all won't understand my feeling..

No worries. Just give me some time and I will be okay. I hope.. =\