Recently, I am much more unhappy compare to usual college days.

It's all because of my mum! She is the one who make me cry and moody recently. I know that since the day I told her about the trip she already *beh song*. Its just that after me nagging her for quite a period of time, only she allowed me to go in a way that she is forced to do so.

No matter what I told her about the trip, she either will have lots of excuses or she will show me her fad up look. The way she acts just makes me think that she is trying her best to stop me from going!

Even a tiny request from me, she will also complain this and that.

Why must you behave in such a way?

Do you know your behaviour affects me?

Every time you nag me, it makes me feel like dropping off from the trip but then once I think about this may be my very last chance to meet and have fun with my college friend then the struggle begins and thus this why I shed tears..

But strange things do happen. No matter how my mum stop me, I will still find a way to go.

The more she trys to stop me from going, the more I wanna go!

I don't know why I behave in such a way. Maybe its because of my stubbornness. Haih. Put the blame on stubbornness bulak..