My spirit is not in me when I'm working as if my heart has flew to somewhere else.

Maybe its because I have been going out during weekend therefore my feeling went back to the life which I had back there on January.

Life which I just slack myself the whole time. Having my time slumbering. Facing the computer the whole day. What a relaxing time I had back there.

Maybe I miss having fun too much =\

But, most probably the way I behave so its because I'm worrying of my studies.

Yes, you did not read it wrongly. I'm indeed worried about my studies.

Somehow, I get all these negative thinking such as "Will I regret by taking this course?", "Am I really interested and ambition towards this course?", "Will I be able to overcome the stress and tension over there?", "What if later on after taking this course, I only found that its not the one I want?" and more. Gosh. I'm really worried man.

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