There should be an outing on 23/12 with my babes but it end up cancel

The reason is because of me

As I told them I do not have transport but actually I do have whereby the new car has arrived

It just that I don't have the confident to drive it

I just doubt my confident in driving

I'm just scared to drive it all by myself..

I'm just not ready to make such a big move yet =X

All because I'm the only who cannot make it and then they cancel it

I asked them to go and have fun without me but they insist of cancel it as they want everyone to make it so they change the outing to early of Jan

Somehow, I feel bad and also a little touch of what they did.

I just hope I won't let them down again as I could not promise whether will I be free on Jan as my semester starts where else the rest are still holidaying.

So, finger cross that I won't let them down again and also I don't wanna feel bad again =X

The four of us when we are in Form 3

Miss those days a lots ♥♥♥