This afternoon was my nightmare =\

Thought that since the bf is here at my house and time is not much before my Uni starts so I asked him to be my instructor.

As the bf wanted to teach me how to reverse out from my house then the car got scratched

I was damn worried and afraid at that moment.

After that, I even cried for one hour plus. According to him.

Other than crying, I don't know what can I do and I'm just too afraid and couldn't stop crying.

The bf was there keep on comforting me and also help me to wipe off my tears.

=\

The bumper came off

This incident happens its because we din't saw this automatic gate box and thus it scratches the bumper

=X

I was so afraid when daddy arrive home.

I thought he will scold me for what I did as he is a car lover

But he did not. All he did was just take a look at the car and haih

On the other hand, mummy did not scold me too. She just ask how I reverse the car till the bumper like that and she said it might cost her rm600 =\\

Mummy ask me to take a lesson from it as she said everyone involve in accident before and also ask me to be extra careful next time

Somehow, I just feel extremely bad when they did not scold me

I would rather they scold me so that I will feel better

:((

Before this incident, my confident towards driving is already very low.

After this, my confident towards driving straightly went down...

I scared I could not manage with the fear as I not sure whether do I have the guts to drive again...

I really doubt..

Doubting when 3rd of Jan arrive...

Doubting that am I capable of driving alone to Uni...

Sighh