A short update

In case you don't know, I have started my internship. If you asked me how was it, I will answer okay I guess? If you want more information from me, I really don't know how to answer your question other than telling you that my duty was kinda bored as my work load is very little. To be honest, most of the time I was just counting down for lunch break and also awaiting for finish work. But one thing for sure is that I felt damn tired every time I finished work. I can even fall asleep while I was watching drama. Imagine how tired I am ><"

At first, I was kinda disappointed with the qualification for a QC assistant as it does not require a degree holder in Food Science or any other food related course. I was there thinking what's the purpose for me to study like a crazy shit fella to own a degree holder on my hand and why do my parents have to pay around Rm72k for my course when everyone can applied for it?! I even felt regret for choosing this company rather than the company than my mum introduced to me as I really dislike the job scope and I seriously think that I'm not suitable for it. But then, a called up trainee meeting by our QC Head Executive awakes me. I realized that there's actually many things for us to learn is just that we need to exposed it on our own and voice it out to earn the knowledge. It's not like those days where we will be spoon fed by our teachers as when it comes to work, it's a different chapter of your life. Seriously, I feel guilty after the meeting. I don't feel good. Maybe it's just because it's only our third day of work and we are called up for a meeting. Even though she mentioned that it's not my fault neither do XJ's but I really hope there's no second time as it won't be good for sure.. 

I bet this company deserve my second chance before I judge it. It may not be as bad as now after two months. Really looking forward towards it. I will just perform my very best during my intern!