Woke up from bed this morning, received a shocking news from Mum. When I were reading the message, I couldn't believed what I had just read. The message was short and direct by saying "Coco passed way already..*. For your information, Coco was my dog. I did not cried at all after knowing it as it was so sudden till I couldn't accept that it was in fact real till I decided to post a photo of her on Instagram then only my tears start falling off but then its still under control until I reached home from my Johor trip (will post about it later on).
When I'm home, my tears start to drop off as they like because I'm not used without her being around. The house was so quiet. Whenever I passed by every single corner, it reminds me of her.. I never taught that the day I took off to Johor was my last chance seeing her as my dad had already buried her in our garden.. According to parents, she refused to eat for 3 days even they gave her favourite snack then later on they bring her to the vet. Dad forced her to swallow the medicine provided but then she keep spilt it out and then she passed away during midnight as in the morning when parents discovered her death, her body has already hardened. I feel bad for not being able to be with her before she goes off.. I had this thinking up in my mind all the time, wondering did she passed away peacefully or in pain? I knew she will leave us soon as she was diagnosed with kidney problem but then I din know it was this fast..
Till now I couldn't accept it, whenever my mouth feel like calling out her name then I stop before I could as my mind keep reminding me that she isn't here any more.. I even had this silly taught that maybe she's hiding in one of her favourite spot playing hide and seek will me.. But I know I'm lying myself..
I just miss her badly..
I miss her greeting me every time I'm back home
I miss playing with her
I miss touching her fluffy fur
I miss her "teh" me
I miss her knocking my door room
I miss her waking me up by licking my hand
Just miss every single memories I had with her. Although she with our family for only 2 years plus but then I really had good memories with her no matter how naughty she was. Her death was even hurtful to me compared to my first dog-Peddy. Maybe it's because I'm always the one who played and pamper her the most and that's the reason we had the closest bonding among each other..
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| Still remember this was her first day |
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| She poop on the floor some more! >< |
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| Her cute expression whenever she heard sound that attracted her attention |
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| This was when her fur grew too long @@" |
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Sometimes, we are her personal pet groomer
I miss her cute face so much! :(( |
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| Such a pretty girl after grooming well of course this was did by the professional ones |
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Her first time in pampers due to in heat
I still remember that she refused to move when I put it on! Damn funny! |
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| This was taken during Xmas last year |
Pictures I took with her
Looking back at all these photos make me miss her more now. How I wish she was still alive..
Rest In Peace, Coco. Hope that you had great moments with us during this 2 years. You will still be miss and love for sure! XOXO
POSTED BY Ziin ON Wednesday, March 13, 2013 @ 11:45 PM
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