remember.

Before today has arrive, I was quite worried as basically its the day of my oral test and also the day whereby there are 3 subjects giving back my exam paper. Honestly, to me, oral test its nothing to me. I am much more worry with my result other than oral test.

On the way to college, I try all I can not to think about the oral test so that I won't freak out but in the end, I still could not escape from being nervous. When the time come closer and closer to my oral test, my heart pumping like mad. I try to calm myself down as soon as possible and I quickly walk to the Prep Lab. I enter it without think and I saw everyone was sitting on their particular seat given. I thought I was late but when miss vanitha saw me. She smile and told me I was too early. lol

Seriously, it was not an easy moment inside but I'm glad its over. I not sure whether did I did well for it as some of the questions asked I was not too sure what it mean but I just crap and take over it. Hah!! I don't even whether the examiner know what I am talking about as she was just saying *okay..*. Anyway, as what I know, it test how you response not how accuracy your answer its. Neway, its over so just forget about it =)

From now onwards, it will be about my result.
Luckily my result did not give me too much of heart attack if not you all will be seeing me in the front page of the newspaper tomorrow with a headline of *A ausmat student killed herself*. Haha.
First of all, its was psycho paper. I failed it once again. Honestly, I able to get 46, its because of the essay part which bring my marks up. This means I have force more on the structure part. I find that its hard to score for psycho as you need to be specific and long winded just to score 2-3 points.
Next stop was applicable maths. I did not put too much hope to it as I thought I have a higher possibility of failing. As miss su chen called up my name, I breathe in deeply and went up and take my result. At first, I do not dare to look at the marks allocated but I told myself *This wont help much as in the end, I still have to face it. No points avoiding it now.* then I give another deep breathe and look at the marks. To my surprise, it was 64!! I was so happy at that moment. If you are there, I bet you can see me almost flying up to the sky. I totally couldn't believe that I actually passed my applicable maths and it way beyond what I expected!! Ohh gosh!! I freaky happy today!!
Last stop was biology. I was not worried at all. Its not because I'm confident in it. Its because li ling and kim keep convincing me that I won't fail for sure. I guess I believe what they said so I'm not worry at all? At first, miss diana gave out our paper. I looked at the marks which is 72, I was so damn happy!! But later on, miss diana say that's just was the marks for paper 2 so this teach us that we shouldn't be too happy yet. Anyway, even though after total up the total marks is not high as 72 but I'm satisfied with it =)

I have 2 fails and 2 pass. Luckily I have 2 subjects which have 60 plus to balance the other two. Now I just hope my marks for eald wont be too ugly. ~finger crossing~

POSTED BY Ziin ON Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 12:10 PM