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Receive back my chemistry paper today.
When miss vanitha called out my name. Without looking at my exam paper, I have knew that I did badly. How I know? Its because miss vanitha expression have shown it out.
When i saw 38.5% located at the top of the paper, I quickly cover it with my pencil case. Although from my appearance you can see that I'm still okay but actually my heart have broken into pieces. I really can't accept that I fail my chemistry as I never did!! Its too shocking till I couldn't accept it..
But this isn't all. As miss vanitha mention all those qualification and so on. I can't stop myself from thinking. I keep wondering will I fail all my subjects? I'm really scared..
That's what I mean by no matter how hardworking are you, its still the same..
Don't know why suddenly I feel like giving up..
I'm tired of always meeting failure no matter how hard I have try...

Later on, we skip eald class as all of us wanna sing karaoke.
At first, I was afraid that I will sing until I cry but instead of that I sing loudly and damn high. The feeling its like I'm living in my own music world. (;
Surprisingly, priscilla open her mouth and sing!!
After singing with them for 1 hour and 30 minutes, I join munyi and joel in the other room. From that moment onward, I start to act differently. Aih.. lots of emo behave shown up. haih..

Anyway, I really have to say thank you to all my friends who have accompany me today..
Thank you to my college gang for bringing the fun part in singing..
Thank you to joel and munyi but also have to say sorry to them..
Thanks to both of you for coming all the way to accompany me.. I know both of you try all your best to make me feel better when emo attacks me especially munyi <3

I really appreciate it a lots.
mwahxxXxxxXxxx!!

POSTED BY Ziin ON Saturday, October 3, 2009 @ 2:00 PM